From him about me, thinking i'd never read this

I met her 14 years ago. it was not love at first sight. I was not even that attracted to her. Somehow i was drawn to her. We became friends. Best friends even. I guess she was cute. Short hair. Small head.

We talked alot back then. we'd be one the phone for hours. I'd call her from school. i waited when everyone was asleep to call her at home. Nowadays we hardly talk to each other. we argue more than we talk. She was my best friend and i was in love with her.. Now we have 2 kids. they are the loves of my life now. Not her. We can go on for days without saying a word to each other. She runs to her friends for support while i usually just keep things to myself.

We have so few things in common. It never used to be an issue but now it just keeps coming up. We would just get on each others nerves. I'm surprised that we haven't killed each other.. She has kicked me out of the house a few times but i still come back. Im not really sure why. I know i love her. Yes i do. But sometimes i just can't stand her.. She always tells me to just leave her. I can't do that. I will never leave her.