fait accompli

i finally did it. 1 october 2007. mark the day. i left. well, he told me to go. what could i do. i actually rented an apartment already. paid the rent and all. soooo difficult. didn't realize it would be this hard. andito na eh. bite the bullet na lang siguro. i can think of a million other cliches. and yes, when the drama actually happens to you for real, the cliches make sense. sadness. :*(