Monday, June 16, 2008

bells

hmmm... why bells. alarm bells? no,no emergency. church bells perhaps. maybe. church bells,not wedding bells.

bells are on my mind. the same, monotone, slow ringing of bells. hmm... as in a funeral.

its over. i care no more.i have no feelings. ok fine, there are still feelings. but the only ones left are those of resentmet. why are you still here. leave. i am happy now. but it has nothing to do with you. you have actually and officially become the proverbial fly in my ointment.

no tears. no more tears. the well has indeed run dry. there is no remorse for me. i did everything i could, and then some. there is no guilt, no feeling of sayang. there is someone else. someone i cant have, yes. but there is someone.

no more waiting. i've left you behind. i the truest sense. i just want you to leave. we have no future left.

hmmm... i can seriously hear bells. funeral bells. leave now j. leave na please.

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